I play just for the love of it. Nothing feels better than when four or five people get in that same groove and bang out a kick *** song, even better when it is an original.
I have a good day job to support my expensive music habit, and the last thing I would want to do would be to make music my job, because then I would probably hate it like my job. (my central dogma here is ANYHTING sucks when you HAVE to do it.)
In spnal tap british accent : "I dont wanna play tonoight! I have a fooken headach"
I was in a jazz band thru college, and although we got paid pretty decent (for broke college students mind you), it kinda sucked playing at wine events with no one really listening to you.
Maybe it would be different if it made me rich and I could wipe my *** with live rabit fur and pick my three groupies every night, but then I would probably not have any time to practice.
Until then
...I play for me.